Song 24: stuck like glue

Better
Absolutely no one that knows me better
No one that can make me feel sooo good
How did we stay so long together ?
When everybody, everybody said we never would
And just when I, I start to think they're right
That love has died...


There you go making my heart beat again,
Heart beat again,
There you go making me feel like a kid
Won't you do it and do it one time ?
There you go pulling me right back in,
Right back in,
And I know I'm never letting this go

I'm stuck on you
Stuck like glue
You and me baby
we're stuck like glue

Some days I don't feel like trying
Some days you know I wanna just give up
When it doesn't matter who's right, fight about it all night
Had enough
You give me that look
"I'm sorry baby let's make up"
You do that thing that makes me laugh
And just like that...

You almost stay out, too stuck together from the ATL
Feeling kinda sick ?
Just a spoon full of sugar make it better real quick

I say
Whatcha gonna do with that?
Come on over here with that
Sugar sticky sweet stuff
Come on give me that stuff
Everybody wants some
Melodies that get stuck

Up in your head

Stuck like glue
You and me together, say, it's all I wanna do
I said

Stuck like glue
You and me baby we're stuck like glue ~

Song 23: It won't stop

I love when you pulling up in your jeep
Bumpin all your beats
Js on
With your shades on
Just to bring me something to eat
You the man up in these streets
But when it comes to my heart

That don't mean a thing no
So I hop up in your ride
its hot as hell outside
Got the top down
With the doors off
With your hand on my thigh
Drive slow
Take your time

Every little thing you do got me feeling some type of way
When you gimme that thunder you make my summer rain
Everyday

And it wont stop

With every single part of me
My love for you is constantly
Forever and ever on repeat

And it wont stop

I love when we pulling up to the beach
Sand all in my feet
Sun down
With nobody around
Thats one hell of a scene
You rockin my body
Rock rock the boat
Don't it sound familiar ?

Cause it feel like
Ah ah aye aye
Lookin up in spa-ace
Juts me and my ba-ae
And it feels so ama-azing
All night

Everyday
I cant breathe
You take my breath
Away from me
Heres my heart
You got the key
Put that on eternity
I love you til infinity

My babe
My everything
And when I think about it
Don't be making me wait baby

It wont ever stop
My heart wont skip a beat baby
And it'll keep goin on

And it wont stop

Stop .

Ibarat uda terlanjur jalan jauh .
And there's no turning back,
What should i do ?
Keep walking ?

Atau, jatuh kelubang yang terlalu dalam,
Still climbing even you know you can't ?

Just stop .
Yah. Stop .
Stop hoping .
Stop trying .
Stop thinking .
Just stop .
Just stop .
Just stop wah .
Stop .
Its always wrong for everything you do .
Stop .

Just remember .

Never leave the person who understand you more than anyone else .
Someone who can talk to about everything and will stand next to you even with your unwanted attitudes .
Treasure the one that accepts and love you every bit of you ..

Maybe i can’t give you a good advice for your damn problem, but trust me, i’m a good listener . Fucking good listener .

Mungkin...

Setiap kali ngerasa marah .
Ngerasa bete .
Kesel,
Atau sekedar sebel sama sesuatu .
sama orang .
Gue ngerasa bersalah .
Nyesel .

Selama marah, bete atau kesel .
Otak gue mikir,
Haruskah marah ?
Haruskah bete ?
Kalo ngeselin, yauda .

Karna gue tau,
Karna marah,
Karna bete
Ataupun karna kesel .
Gue akan kehilangan sesuatu abis itu .

Kehilangan kesempatan,
Kehilangan moment yang menyenangkan,
Yang gue habiskan hanya untuk marah,
Dan terburuk, bisa aja gue kehilangan seseorang .
Yang uda bikin gue marah, bete, kesel .
Seseorang itu pasti berarti buat gue kan ?
Karna kalo ga, dia gaakan bisa bikin gue marah, bete ataupun kesel .

Mungkin, gue harus berenti egois .
Berenti memikirkan perasaan gue sendiri .
Dan mencoba untuk menerima .

Bukankah selama ini gue selalu mencoba ?
Bukankan selama ini gue slalu berjuang ?
Ah mungkin belom cukup .
Mungkin gue harus berusaha lebih keras .
Iya, mungkin .

Tsunamis - Lang Leav

Be careful about giving your heart too quickly, I was told .
Boys only have one thing on their minds, they cautioned .

I don't know if he truly loves me- how can I be sure exactly ? I can't say with any conviction that he won't break my heart- but how could I have stopped him from taking what was already his ? He swept in like a Tsunami, wave after wave and I didn't stand a chance . All those warnings, all the things they tried to prepare me for- lost in a instant to the enormity of what I felt .

False Hope - Lang Leav

I don't know if I want you , he says . But I do know I don't want anyone else to have you .

It wasn't good enough, I knew that . Honestly I did . In my mind, it was crystal clear . My heart, however, was having a serious case of selective hearing. . All it heard was I don't want anyone else to have you . And within that--- was a glimmer of hope, a spark of optimism .

Bukan masa-nya lagi ya ?

Pernah dengerkan ada yang bilang gini
"Dewasa itu pilihan, bukan keharusan"

Setuju ?
Gue sih ga ngerti .

Cuma pola pikir gue ya gini nih .
Misal kita lagi kesel, marah, sebel (sama aja sih ya sebenernya)
Harus banget ditunjukin ?
Kayak, marah-marah ngomel-ngomel, banting ini banting itu, pasang muka jutek sama semua orang, sampe semut aja takut deketin -_-

Misal lagi, bete sama pacar .
Dia asik main gadget terus kitanya dicuekin .
Atau dia masi sempet ngelike fotofoto orang di instagram tapi ga bales bbm (ini sih curhat wah hahak,yaudalah ya)
Bete kan ? Ya bete lah pasti .
Trus mesti marah-marah juga ?
Ngambek ?

Menurut lu pantes ga kayagitu diusia sekarang ?
22 !

Ya kalo menurut gue sih, ga pantes .
Yauda diem aja .
Cukup lu tau, yaudaaaa . Beres .

Ya bete sih bete aja .
Tapi yaudalah ya abis itu (curhat lagi)
Hahaha .

Kenapa ga pantes ?
Karna menurut gue ga wajar aja diusia sekarang harus marah-marah karna hal sepele .

Kita harusnya marah kalo emang uda salahnya orang ga wajar .
Bete banget kalo emang dia ngeselinnya parah .
Tapi wah, bbm ga dibales kesel ga tapi bisa buka-buka instagram ? *mulaaaiii

Yauda sih, hak orang itu mah .
Kan tadi dibilangnya cukup tau aja .
Pasti ada alesannya ko .
Abis itu, yaudalah .
Gue kan pengertian *hahahaseek

Sebenernya, kalo dipikir-pikir lagi sih
Sikap gue dengan memilih diem aja wlopun marah, bete, kesel, itu termasuk dewasa apa ga ?
Kalo iya , berarti kesimpulannya apa dong ?

Dewasa itu pilihan .
Karna kan gue yg milih buat diem aja .
Jeng jeng jeng ~

Karna buat gue,
Bukan masa-nya aja ngeributin hal kecil, dan menyepelekan hal besar

Menyepelekan hal besar ?
Iya, misal ngasih kesempatan kedua kalo pacar ketahuan selingkuh .
Itu sama aja dengan ngasih dia kesempatan buat selingkuh lagi .
Jadi, kalo punya pacar trus ketahuan selingkuh, udah . Putusin aja .

Cinta sih bole, tapi bego jangan :')

Yauda, gitu aja he he he .

yang aku tau .

"Awalnya, aku hampir tidak tahu apapun tentang kamu" ucapku lirih dengan suara rendah .

"Aku tidak tau makanan favoritmu, musik yang suka kamu dengarkan, aku tidak tau apa yang membuatmu terjaga saat malam hari . Aku tidak tau tentang wanita pertama yang kamu cintai, kenapa kamu berhenti mencintainya atau kamu masi mencintainya ." Aku menarik nafas sesaat, sebelum melanjutkan berkata-kata.

"Aku juga tidak tau seberapa banyak gen yang ada didalam tubuhmu yang bisa membuatmu terlihat begitu manis dan memukau, seberapa banyak sel dalam tubuhmu yang membuatmu begitu mempesona"

Aku meraih tanganmu, menggenggamnya dan meletakkannya didadamu . Dan entah keyakinan dari mana aku berucap
"disini, aku tau pasti hanya ada aku, kan?"





-terinspirasi dari "lullabies" Lang Leav-

Find !

Find a guy…


Who calls you beautiful instead of hot


Who calls you back when you hang up on him


Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep



Wait for the boy…


Who kisses your forehead


Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats


Who holds your hand in front of his friends


Who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on



Wait for the one…


Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you


Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says “that’s her"

-poem quotediaryofficial-

Song 22: Love song .

Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am home again.
Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am whole again.

Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am young again.
Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am fun again.

However far away,
I will always love you.
However long I stay,
I will always love you.
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you;
I will always love you.

Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am free again.
Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am clean again.

:( :( :( :( :(

I need you :(
I just want to talk to you, please :'(

Its better if you don't understand -bruno mars-

Just let it go .
bad feeling ever ,
insecure ,
negative thinking ,
Its better if you don't talk .
Silent .
Its better if i can't feel anything .
Feel nothing at all .

So ? Understand the KODE .

Coba bilang sama gue,
Cewe mana yang ga punya rasa takut ditinggalin ?
Cewe mana yang ga punya rasa takut disakitin ?
Cewe mana sih yang ga freak kesesama cewe yang dia rasa jadi saingannya ?


Coba bilang sama gue,
Cowo mana sih yang ga brengsek ?
Cowo mana yang ga seenaknya mainin perasaan cewe ?
Cowo mana yang bisa dipercaya 100 % ? Gada !

Uda cukup jelas maksud dari pernyataan-pernyataan gue ?
Its better if you understand what i mean ,