just because I'm not crying . doesn't mean I'm ok .

I miss you .
I miss the way you look at me . I miss the way you kiss me .
I miss the way you hold my hands tightly . I miss the you you hug me .
I miss the way you call me . I miss you the way you brush off my fringe of my face .
I miss the way you care for me . I miss everything about you .
all these,you will never know .

as a girl . maybe I'm not a good lover . but there are 3 things I do love about my self .
I don't play .
I give my all .
and I love truly .

I've always been there for you when you needed me, but when i needed you, you tell me to go bother someone else ? great . Thank you . THANK YOU !

I wish I could hurt you the way you hurt me . but I know that if I had the chance, I wouldn't do it .

Dear GOD . is he worth all my tears ?
is he worth all the pain ?
if it's really him you want from me,can you at least give me a sign ?

But it's ok . I still love you . no matter what happen . I'm promise .




with love love and love .
uwaaaaah !